I attended Sunday school weekly and learned almost every story there is to know about the bible, I could recite verses and knew the learning points of the bible front to back I learned of how God was a God of love and a God of wrath who hates sin. But as I grew up, I began to test the limits of God's wrath, I began to learn how to lie and cheat my way out of things, and I was never found out. My understanding of the Bible and God was superficial and an insult to God. I called myself a Christian but disregarded everything the bible said. As my Christianity grew colder, I drew further away from God, I would lie about being sick to skip church, I started viewing Christianity as a joke because people who called themselves Christian were living a sinful life like mine. My prayers to God felt so distant like I was talking to a wall.